Friday, April 06, 2007

Ji Mo

睡不著,心裏感到很痛苦。
很想哭,沉沉的壓力在我肩上,快承受不住了。

誰會瘋瘋癲癲的睡到五時爬起床上網?神經的。

心裏的悶氣想對人說,但他們卻難以理解你的痛苦。

工作上的挫敗感,理想在破幻的邊緣,沒有substance的社交圈子,煙也開始抽得不受控制,害怕被憂鬱打敗而沉下去的我,很期望“最好的尚未來臨”。

這樣的期待實在令人覺得好寂寞。

2 comments:

bridget jones said...

Step back. Further back. Even further back!
You're young, you're free, you have no responsibilities or obligations weighing you down, save feeding yourself.
Step back and gain some perspective; you'll see that the pains and joys of being young--the loneliness and comforts, the betrayals and those precious glimmering moments of connection--are all a part of the experience! Would you trade them for anything else? I wouldn't.
Because I know one day further down the road, I'll look back, and I'll remember fondly all those trials and tribulations as the joy of being young.

Anonymous said...

there are always moments of loneliness within ourselves. i'll cry it out, and as you said, i'll know "the best is yet to come"
gloseep